>I hate change. Sunday, June 23, 2013 @ 6:24 AM
I dislike things around me not being as they usually are. I've read that it's a part of my star-sign, a taurus. Sure, it could be that, but I personally prefer things to stay as they are.
As some people may know, my friend is now transferring to a different uni. He is a friend from high school, and is in the same uni as me. I didn't expect to see anyone from high school again after graduation but we ended up having the same group of friends, and also being in one of the same units. Truthfully, the friends were all his friends first but cause I stuck to my high school friends due to knowing no one else, they eventually became my friends as well. But now the transfer changes that, and I won't be able to see that friend anymore, one that has unexpectedly become a pretty good friend. It'll be one less friend I see often, one less friend in our group and something just won't feel right. Also, who will we copy our assignments off? Jokes haha. But'll I'll miss having a crazy person around, especially with that personality that earned him the nickname Hentai-guy haha :)
I was looking forward to my break between semesters, because I have a 5 day week for uni and all. Currently I've already started it, and before all my friends too. They still had exams till Friday so they at least saw each other. Me though, that one extra week meant I haven't seen that crazy bunch in a while. I've been able to see some high school friends thanks to Flag Day and all though. But these people I've seen so often for the past ~13 weeks, and so suddenly not seeing them is a bit odd. In truth, I really miss just one person the most. I've seen then everyday for since a few weeks into uni, and since I finished exams we've not been able to meet up once. We were supposed to go to Supanova today (Saturday) with their friends, but they had to go to work so plans were cancelled. Yeah, and they've been falling asleep when we were supposed to talk otherwise. Huh.
As some people may know, my friend is now transferring to a different uni. He is a friend from high school, and is in the same uni as me. I didn't expect to see anyone from high school again after graduation but we ended up having the same group of friends, and also being in one of the same units. Truthfully, the friends were all his friends first but cause I stuck to my high school friends due to knowing no one else, they eventually became my friends as well. But now the transfer changes that, and I won't be able to see that friend anymore, one that has unexpectedly become a pretty good friend. It'll be one less friend I see often, one less friend in our group and something just won't feel right. Also, who will we copy our assignments off? Jokes haha. But'll I'll miss having a crazy person around, especially with that personality that earned him the nickname Hentai-guy haha :)
I was looking forward to my break between semesters, because I have a 5 day week for uni and all. Currently I've already started it, and before all my friends too. They still had exams till Friday so they at least saw each other. Me though, that one extra week meant I haven't seen that crazy bunch in a while. I've been able to see some high school friends thanks to Flag Day and all though. But these people I've seen so often for the past ~13 weeks, and so suddenly not seeing them is a bit odd. In truth, I really miss just one person the most. I've seen then everyday for since a few weeks into uni, and since I finished exams we've not been able to meet up once. We were supposed to go to Supanova today (Saturday) with their friends, but they had to go to work so plans were cancelled. Yeah, and they've been falling asleep when we were supposed to talk otherwise. Huh.
>Catchup :) Friday, June 21, 2013 @ 5:11 AM
It's 4:30am on Friday right now, and I've been on holidays since I finished my last exam last Thursday. Truthfully though, I only had 2 exams, one on Wednesday afternoon at 1:20pm and one on Thurday morning at 8:50am. If you think about it, I finished all my exams in less than 24hours. My last exam, COMP, also happened to be most of my friends' first exam haha. I guess I'm lucky like that. Maybe haha. But since then it's been a pretty lazy time for me. The first few days consisted of staying up till 4-7am skyping with Dom because we couldn't see each other for the next week due to his exams. Poor engineering :P I've said this somewhere before, that most of my friends will either be male or engineering students. That is indeed true, as the group I hang out with consists of all males, and most of then study engineering. So yeah, I've been, or was, talking a lot to Dom. The reason we talk late is cause that's when we're both free I guess. Usually I'm not on skype during the day, because I hate being online if I'm not using it, and I'm not using it cause Dom doesn't talk as much during the day sometimes. But also, at night you have more emotional talks, and you find out more about people, so I guess that's why. Or maybe it's because at time it's just quiet and everyone is asleep so we can just talk about anything haha. This continued till about Monday night I think. We didn't talk much then because he had an exam on Tuesday, and so was studying and then later needed the sleep. Since then We haven't talked much seeing as he had an exam this morning (Thursday seeing as I haven't slept yet) and then will have one tomorrow as well.
Besides this, I pretty much haven't done much. I've just been playing games and reading or watching something. I've been back on Gaia, and has since reached 6.4mil as of Thursday. It's been good and it's a good way to waste time. Besides this I've been Candy Crushing, and I've been stuck on this on level for at least a week now. It is so frustrating really. Reading-wise, I haven't read much manga, but I have occasionally continued The Time Traveler's Wife which I've left partially read since about a year or two ago haha. And watching something huh... I've been watching a bit more of TV, which I never use to do. And I've also been catching up on anime, which includes Karneval and Shingeki No Kyojin. Karneval is good, as I already knew from reading the manga before. With Shingeki, I knew it was good after watching the 1st ep in Anime Club at uni and seeing people talk about it a lot, but seeing as it's kinda brutal in it that giants are eating people, I didn't plan on watching it anytime soon. I spontaneously decided to watching the 2nd ep, which lead me to just watching the rest of what's out haha. But it's good, and I'm glad I decided to watch it.
I haven't gone out too much lately, except for Friday, and Monday to take care of some errands, and today (Thursday) to see Flag Day. Tuesday I just slept in till my sister came back from school and Wednesday I had no sleep so just got up and cleaned, after which I fell asleep for about 5hours haha. For Flag Day, I went to the morning session because Becky said that was the one she had to go to due to an exam later on. I got to see other people in this session, and it was good :) I was just sad that I couldn't be part of Flag Day or the Video Production Crew like I used to be :( After the first session was finished, we all went outside and caught up with lots of people we hadn't seen for a while. All the younger years that I missed and yeah. We were there for a bit, but then Becky had to get going, and Kelvin D wanted to make me go with him to the top shop so I did. It was pretty fun, because I got to catch up with him and all. Afterwards, I waited around for the second session because Amber wanted someone to watch it with her seeing as she couldn't make it in the morning. It was good, and I ran into more people I knew :) Just saying but during the performances Amber and me were being so weird haha but it was fun just being crazy :D And when it finished we went around looking for people to catch up with :D I ran into more people I hadn't seen for a while, and it was good. The one person I was looking for was nowhere to be found and we had to was around looking for her. After a while we ended up finding miss Cocoran thanks to a friend of mine. We just talked and caught up with her while she was cleaning up after all the students but yeah. Later on we had to leave because it was home time, and she was busy :( It was a good day though, seeing people I hadn't seen for a while and just catching up :)
I don't really have any plans for the rest of break except a day to hang out with Becky that has no set date as of yet, and the same with dinner with Dom, which has been postponed since mid-sem break seeing as he got sick OTL. Besides that the only other thing I have is Supanova this Saturday with Dom and his high school friends. Funny thing is his friend which I've only met once is the one who asked Dom if I wanted to come along... I think it's just so they could all meet me, which is freaking me out just so you know haha. But yeah, looking forward to it cause we've never had the chance to hang out outside of uni :/
Besides this, I pretty much haven't done much. I've just been playing games and reading or watching something. I've been back on Gaia, and has since reached 6.4mil as of Thursday. It's been good and it's a good way to waste time. Besides this I've been Candy Crushing, and I've been stuck on this on level for at least a week now. It is so frustrating really. Reading-wise, I haven't read much manga, but I have occasionally continued The Time Traveler's Wife which I've left partially read since about a year or two ago haha. And watching something huh... I've been watching a bit more of TV, which I never use to do. And I've also been catching up on anime, which includes Karneval and Shingeki No Kyojin. Karneval is good, as I already knew from reading the manga before. With Shingeki, I knew it was good after watching the 1st ep in Anime Club at uni and seeing people talk about it a lot, but seeing as it's kinda brutal in it that giants are eating people, I didn't plan on watching it anytime soon. I spontaneously decided to watching the 2nd ep, which lead me to just watching the rest of what's out haha. But it's good, and I'm glad I decided to watch it.
I haven't gone out too much lately, except for Friday, and Monday to take care of some errands, and today (Thursday) to see Flag Day. Tuesday I just slept in till my sister came back from school and Wednesday I had no sleep so just got up and cleaned, after which I fell asleep for about 5hours haha. For Flag Day, I went to the morning session because Becky said that was the one she had to go to due to an exam later on. I got to see other people in this session, and it was good :) I was just sad that I couldn't be part of Flag Day or the Video Production Crew like I used to be :( After the first session was finished, we all went outside and caught up with lots of people we hadn't seen for a while. All the younger years that I missed and yeah. We were there for a bit, but then Becky had to get going, and Kelvin D wanted to make me go with him to the top shop so I did. It was pretty fun, because I got to catch up with him and all. Afterwards, I waited around for the second session because Amber wanted someone to watch it with her seeing as she couldn't make it in the morning. It was good, and I ran into more people I knew :) Just saying but during the performances Amber and me were being so weird haha but it was fun just being crazy :D And when it finished we went around looking for people to catch up with :D I ran into more people I hadn't seen for a while, and it was good. The one person I was looking for was nowhere to be found and we had to was around looking for her. After a while we ended up finding miss Cocoran thanks to a friend of mine. We just talked and caught up with her while she was cleaning up after all the students but yeah. Later on we had to leave because it was home time, and she was busy :( It was a good day though, seeing people I hadn't seen for a while and just catching up :)
I don't really have any plans for the rest of break except a day to hang out with Becky that has no set date as of yet, and the same with dinner with Dom, which has been postponed since mid-sem break seeing as he got sick OTL. Besides that the only other thing I have is Supanova this Saturday with Dom and his high school friends. Funny thing is his friend which I've only met once is the one who asked Dom if I wanted to come along... I think it's just so they could all meet me, which is freaking me out just so you know haha. But yeah, looking forward to it cause we've never had the chance to hang out outside of uni :/
>At 5:30am Sunday, June 9, 2013 @ 6:32 AM
Currently sitting here at 5:30 in the morning talking to Dom. Not in person, because that's probably in impossible at this point, but we're skyping. He'd fallen asleep at around 1, but then woke up at 3 and since we've been talking. Today he seems really weird haha, probably because of the sleep, or maybe it's the lack of sleep. But this is fun, and I like it :) If only we were in person, I'd love it so much more.
I love talking at this time, where you just say all your feelings and everything. It's great :)
We ended up talking for so long and I found out a lot, which makes me happy haha :)
I love talking at this time, where you just say all your feelings and everything. It's great :)
We ended up talking for so long and I found out a lot, which makes me happy haha :)
>Life is a play, we're all unrehearsed. Friday, June 7, 2013 @ 12:36 PM
I'm currently at uni, and because I skipped bio, and since ISYS isn't on, the only class I have is ISYS prac later in the day where I have a prac exam. My friends have gone off to class so I'm just sitting here wasting time rather than doing any studying at all. I have no idea why I'm not panicking and freaking out since I haven't done 3 crucial assignments worth about 25-35% each. Honestly, I should have broken down or something because I'm failing. But I'm not breaking down, nor am I crying or freaking out. I mean, they're so important, and they're what could determine whether I pass or fail. And well, if fail I'll just have to take more courses, wasting more money and then have to delay graduation. Sure, I complain about graduating before everyone else, but I already have the plan of units that I plan to take, and if I fail these units I won't get my credit points and so I don't have my pre-reqs.
Honestly it is weighing down in the back of my mind somewhere, but the panic isn't surfacing. I don't have the right to cry or complain, it's my fault I ended up like this. I didn't study, pay attention or do my work, and it's come back to bite me. Maybe that's why it's not surfacing. I can't let myself break down because it's my fault. My friends have it worse, they have more hours per week, a lot more homework, assignments and even exams. I have it easy compared to them, so why am I like this..?
Just... why can't I bring myself to work?
Honestly it is weighing down in the back of my mind somewhere, but the panic isn't surfacing. I don't have the right to cry or complain, it's my fault I ended up like this. I didn't study, pay attention or do my work, and it's come back to bite me. Maybe that's why it's not surfacing. I can't let myself break down because it's my fault. My friends have it worse, they have more hours per week, a lot more homework, assignments and even exams. I have it easy compared to them, so why am I like this..?
Just... why can't I bring myself to work?
>Mon - Wed @ 1:34 AM
Mon 3rd June - Had 2 classes today, but chose to attend only one. I never skipped, that is until the previous Friday where I skipped bio in favor of hanging out with Dom <3 So I attended my COMP mixed class where we were just doing past papers. I meant to leave halfway to meet up when Dom finishes but couldn't find the chance to so he had to wait. Once class finished I went down to Mac Centre to meet up but it seems he was inside eating with Shaw, Kevin and Michael so he wasn't at the bus stop yet. Once he came out though, and the others left we caught the bus back. It was just the usual bus ride haha. Once at parra he had to leave right away cause his sister was there, and so I just went home. I came back to a surprise, and it was that Kelly was at my place. Hadn't seen her in so long so it was a welcomeed surprise. We ate, talked and hung out, but once I got to the couch and was given a blanket I fell asleep. This was because the night before I didn't get any sleep because of my COMP assignment 3. Woke and later and talked to Dom for a bit, and also did the COMP submission. Stayed up till late doing that, and also put it up on collabedit for Dom but it turns out that Odin used it as well :P
Tues 4th June - On Tuesdays I only have a 1 hour COMP lecture in the morning at 10. Why do I even attend it... Well, I came a bit late to that and just as I was about to go in, I didn't see my friends so I ditched. Walked out to the stage where I thought they'd be and some were indeed there. It seems the rest were sitting near the top haha. So yeah, just hung out with them for the rest of the time. At one point they randomly told me to move my laptop. I was wondering why but it turns out my laptop was reflecting the sun really well so they wanted me to shine it onto the people on the opposite side of the room. I was sitting backwards so it was a bit difficult, and so I just gave it to Odin who proceeded to put the sun the their eyes :P Dom and I just cracked up laughing at that haha. Time was up pretty quickly and so Dom had to go to class, and so I was left with just Dereck. We hung out for a bit, and when Dom finished we left. Took the bus back to parra, and talked some things over. We're official now <3 I mean we were going out but neither had asked the other out, and well, on Sunday he randomly asked while we were all doing our assignments. So to straighten it out properly I asked :)
Got to parra and then went to the food court like always :P Went to check out JB cause he wanted earphones but it took a long time haha. I was just wandering around checking things out and ended up playing games. He decided not to get anything and so we just checked out the place and ended up racing each other, in which we both sucked hahahaha. Once done we went to get food. Wasn't planning to get anything but him being him bought something and made me eat :/ Got Boost as well then ate and talked. After that went to Morning Glory so he could get a present and then to the game store where we were for a long time. Soon after we sat for a while and just hung out before he had to go. So just went home, slept and yeah.
Wed 5th June - Seeing as it was the last week, I didn't have my usual morning prac class so I got a later start. Still, I went to uni at 11. Bad idea though cause everyone was busy so I was just sitting there doing my own thing until class started. I ended up being late so I just skipped it and sat somewhere checking out FB and everything. I didn't have anything else for the day but I usually join Dom's and Shaw's class so went there. Like with my class, it was just past paper stuff and so nothing new. It finished 15mins early so we all went to E7B and waited until it was time to go. Was kind of sulking so I was just quiet in that time. Once it was time to go I went with them, though I still wasn't sure if I wanted to go by bus or train. Walked with them and when it was time to split, I was still indecisive. I wanted to go with them but there were reasons why I didn't want to, and Dom wasn't gonna say he wanted me to go as well. David noticed this and was like 'Why aren't you going with her?' but yeah, Dom was supposed to take the train so instead he was making me go along, which I did cause I gave in. Oh wells. On our way down onto the platform we ran into Aaron which is rare seeing as I only ever see him on Thursdays haha. Apparently Dom and me are inseparable :P So yeah, got on the train and hung out ish haha. We were just sitting away from the others so they didn't notice anything muhahahaha. Nah Dom and me were just playing around haha.
Tues 4th June - On Tuesdays I only have a 1 hour COMP lecture in the morning at 10. Why do I even attend it... Well, I came a bit late to that and just as I was about to go in, I didn't see my friends so I ditched. Walked out to the stage where I thought they'd be and some were indeed there. It seems the rest were sitting near the top haha. So yeah, just hung out with them for the rest of the time. At one point they randomly told me to move my laptop. I was wondering why but it turns out my laptop was reflecting the sun really well so they wanted me to shine it onto the people on the opposite side of the room. I was sitting backwards so it was a bit difficult, and so I just gave it to Odin who proceeded to put the sun the their eyes :P Dom and I just cracked up laughing at that haha. Time was up pretty quickly and so Dom had to go to class, and so I was left with just Dereck. We hung out for a bit, and when Dom finished we left. Took the bus back to parra, and talked some things over. We're official now <3 I mean we were going out but neither had asked the other out, and well, on Sunday he randomly asked while we were all doing our assignments. So to straighten it out properly I asked :)
Got to parra and then went to the food court like always :P Went to check out JB cause he wanted earphones but it took a long time haha. I was just wandering around checking things out and ended up playing games. He decided not to get anything and so we just checked out the place and ended up racing each other, in which we both sucked hahahaha. Once done we went to get food. Wasn't planning to get anything but him being him bought something and made me eat :/ Got Boost as well then ate and talked. After that went to Morning Glory so he could get a present and then to the game store where we were for a long time. Soon after we sat for a while and just hung out before he had to go. So just went home, slept and yeah.
Wed 5th June - Seeing as it was the last week, I didn't have my usual morning prac class so I got a later start. Still, I went to uni at 11. Bad idea though cause everyone was busy so I was just sitting there doing my own thing until class started. I ended up being late so I just skipped it and sat somewhere checking out FB and everything. I didn't have anything else for the day but I usually join Dom's and Shaw's class so went there. Like with my class, it was just past paper stuff and so nothing new. It finished 15mins early so we all went to E7B and waited until it was time to go. Was kind of sulking so I was just quiet in that time. Once it was time to go I went with them, though I still wasn't sure if I wanted to go by bus or train. Walked with them and when it was time to split, I was still indecisive. I wanted to go with them but there were reasons why I didn't want to, and Dom wasn't gonna say he wanted me to go as well. David noticed this and was like 'Why aren't you going with her?' but yeah, Dom was supposed to take the train so instead he was making me go along, which I did cause I gave in. Oh wells. On our way down onto the platform we ran into Aaron which is rare seeing as I only ever see him on Thursdays haha. Apparently Dom and me are inseparable :P So yeah, got on the train and hung out ish haha. We were just sitting away from the others so they didn't notice anything muhahahaha. Nah Dom and me were just playing around haha.
>Overdue reflection. Thursday, June 6, 2013 @ 3:29 AM
So, it's about 2:40 as I'm writing this. What should I be doing? My assignment. Or assignments. I have 3 that I should do. One that was dues weeks ago, and two that are due on Friday. I can't bring myself to start them. I believe I'll end up not doing them today, but as much as I want to sleep, I just can't bring myself to go to sleep with this looming over my head. Even more so, I just don't seem to want to let myself sleep, even if I plan on getting up around 8 tomorrow. And really, I don't even need to go tomorrow, my tut isn't on, and I only have a lecture from 4-6, and all we're doing is revision. But well, because it's me, I still plan on going in the morning. Why? Because rather than stay at home and sleeping more or doing my assignment, I'd rather go and see Dom. I have no idea why I'm like this, I just am.
Another thing that's stopping me from sleeping is my mind. It seems to become overactive at night. For some reason, if I'm left to myself I start thinking too much, and I become unhappy really easily. At current my mood has dropped, not to a depressed level, my still low. I'm starting to regret things more, and become more hateful towards myself. I'm become paranoid or so many things, jealous, and even angry.
I've become regretful of the past. How did I screw things up so much? There were so many choices I probably shouldn't have made. Friends, family, relationships, and school. How did I do all that? I probably should have picked out my friends better, and treated some better. I should have tried more to talk to people. I probably should have tried to fix my family situation, or treat some of them better. I shouldn't have entered that relationship back then, it killed that friendship. Even that other one. I probably should have been less cruel. Maybe, because of that, I'm so afraid of becoming cold to the person I hold most dear right now. But those "relationships", if you can really call them that, weren't the greatest. I caused hurt to them and myself. And school. Why did I not try harder? Why did I give up at the crucial stage?
I do regret them and all, but at the same time, I have to wonder, if I didn't go through all that, would I have ended up where I am right now? Maybe I could have still, but I doubt so. Friends and family would be different, I'd have probably be at a different uni, and I would have had no experience in a relationship whatsoever. When I think about it like that, maybe I don't want it to change. I've ended up where I am now, and I love some aspects of it. This period now is probably the happiest I can remember, or it might even be the happiest I've ever been. I have pretty good friends, where I feel less loneliness than I used to in the past. That isn't to say though, that I feel no loneliness. I'm pretty sure it's a part of my personality to always feel lonely, even when I'm with Dom, or with a large group of friends. If I hadn't gone through my past relationship, I would probably mess up this one, or not even start this one, and I can't imagine that. I don't even want to imagine that. It's having this person with me, and my friends with me, that make my current situation better. That's probably why I still feel so happy despite the problems in my family, me not doing well in my units and yeah. I mean, I'm fine with my brother and sister, they're my siblings and I wouldn't trade them for anything, but it's terrible with my dad, and not so great with my mum. There are times when I just feel so miserable in this house, and with my family the way it is, no one really supports you emotionally. That's probably why I love my friends so much.
When it comes to uni, I am doing kind of bad. I'm pretty good at my core unit, COMP and so I'm happy but with my other ones, I'm not doing so great. I'm probably not going to literally fail those units but I'm not getting good marks I assume. I don't do that work, I don't study, or participate. But despite that, I'm still surviving somehow. It's my last week right now, and all I have to do is make it through the assignments, then finals and then I get a break. Speaking of which, I'm looking forward to the break, but at the same time I'm not. Why? Because I won't get to see Dom or my friends often. That's terrible because since I started uni I've been able to see Dom pretty much almost everyday. We both have 5 day timetables and so we usually see eachother in the day or we'll see eachother when he takes the bus back with me. It wasn't like this in the beginning though, cause we were just friends and so I didn't exactly see him every day. Yeah, so break will be bad because it'll be the longest time that we don't get to see eachother much. I mean, we did have a 2 week break between the session where I didn't see him at all but this will be longer. Yeah so I don't know what's gonna happen.
Also, this is abrupt but I should go to sleep now. Kinda really sleepy, and getting up at about 8-9 tomorrow. And I'm likely not to do any work today so I'll have to pull an all-nighter tomorrow :/ So, off to sleep now~ Bye bye~
Another thing that's stopping me from sleeping is my mind. It seems to become overactive at night. For some reason, if I'm left to myself I start thinking too much, and I become unhappy really easily. At current my mood has dropped, not to a depressed level, my still low. I'm starting to regret things more, and become more hateful towards myself. I'm become paranoid or so many things, jealous, and even angry.
I've become regretful of the past. How did I screw things up so much? There were so many choices I probably shouldn't have made. Friends, family, relationships, and school. How did I do all that? I probably should have picked out my friends better, and treated some better. I should have tried more to talk to people. I probably should have tried to fix my family situation, or treat some of them better. I shouldn't have entered that relationship back then, it killed that friendship. Even that other one. I probably should have been less cruel. Maybe, because of that, I'm so afraid of becoming cold to the person I hold most dear right now. But those "relationships", if you can really call them that, weren't the greatest. I caused hurt to them and myself. And school. Why did I not try harder? Why did I give up at the crucial stage?
I do regret them and all, but at the same time, I have to wonder, if I didn't go through all that, would I have ended up where I am right now? Maybe I could have still, but I doubt so. Friends and family would be different, I'd have probably be at a different uni, and I would have had no experience in a relationship whatsoever. When I think about it like that, maybe I don't want it to change. I've ended up where I am now, and I love some aspects of it. This period now is probably the happiest I can remember, or it might even be the happiest I've ever been. I have pretty good friends, where I feel less loneliness than I used to in the past. That isn't to say though, that I feel no loneliness. I'm pretty sure it's a part of my personality to always feel lonely, even when I'm with Dom, or with a large group of friends. If I hadn't gone through my past relationship, I would probably mess up this one, or not even start this one, and I can't imagine that. I don't even want to imagine that. It's having this person with me, and my friends with me, that make my current situation better. That's probably why I still feel so happy despite the problems in my family, me not doing well in my units and yeah. I mean, I'm fine with my brother and sister, they're my siblings and I wouldn't trade them for anything, but it's terrible with my dad, and not so great with my mum. There are times when I just feel so miserable in this house, and with my family the way it is, no one really supports you emotionally. That's probably why I love my friends so much.
When it comes to uni, I am doing kind of bad. I'm pretty good at my core unit, COMP and so I'm happy but with my other ones, I'm not doing so great. I'm probably not going to literally fail those units but I'm not getting good marks I assume. I don't do that work, I don't study, or participate. But despite that, I'm still surviving somehow. It's my last week right now, and all I have to do is make it through the assignments, then finals and then I get a break. Speaking of which, I'm looking forward to the break, but at the same time I'm not. Why? Because I won't get to see Dom or my friends often. That's terrible because since I started uni I've been able to see Dom pretty much almost everyday. We both have 5 day timetables and so we usually see eachother in the day or we'll see eachother when he takes the bus back with me. It wasn't like this in the beginning though, cause we were just friends and so I didn't exactly see him every day. Yeah, so break will be bad because it'll be the longest time that we don't get to see eachother much. I mean, we did have a 2 week break between the session where I didn't see him at all but this will be longer. Yeah so I don't know what's gonna happen.
Also, this is abrupt but I should go to sleep now. Kinda really sleepy, and getting up at about 8-9 tomorrow. And I'm likely not to do any work today so I'll have to pull an all-nighter tomorrow :/ So, off to sleep now~ Bye bye~